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I've been thinking about gaps....
This illustration was originally created around themes of attachment and how I fill the perceived gaps and damage in my brain. I had...

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Oct 28, 20241 min read
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A walk down the garden path
As part of my #dycp year I undertook a course with the UAL online learning about book illustration. For my story I created a narrative...

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Oct 24, 20241 min read
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Strandlines
At night the waves of my mind crash upon the strandline, the beach becomes littered with thoughts and endless recriminations #dycp...

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Oct 24, 20241 min read
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A moment in time
I've spent years trying to figure out what went wrong with my mother's relationship with me. Why I never seemed to meet her expectations,...

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Oct 17, 20242 min read
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Painting out of my comfort zone
As part of my #dycp funded year, I've been looking at ways to expand the way I work, so when I was asked to paint a mural, I rather...

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Oct 10, 20241 min read
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Finding sanctuary
I've been putting my learning from this year into practice over the last couple of weeks, and ran two autumn-themed journaling workshops...

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Oct 7, 20241 min read
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A medieval treatment?
I spent a lot of my time reading about the history of mental health and listening to lots of podcasts about the same issue, this can get...

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Oct 2, 20241 min read
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Finding ways to keep it all out
There are days where I just can't keep 'it' out. The world, that is. The relentless onslaught of the media, noise, the overpowering...

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Sep 30, 20241 min read
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Somewhere becoming pain...
I'm feeling pain and sadness at the minute. There are endings to deal with. I don't do well with endings. I can see only the end, and not...

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Sep 25, 20241 min read
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Feeling rubbed out
I've always struggled to take my place in the world, to have my voice heard or to take up space. It feels like everytime I feel...

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Sep 20, 20241 min read
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The physical effects of anxiety
In those lucky years before my breakdown when I was unaware of anxiety and its impacts, I would have said that it was something that was...

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Sep 19, 20241 min read
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Learning to ride the waves
This cartoon was about how the last few years of life has felt. A constant tsunami of events, job loss, no money, Covid lockdowns,...

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Sep 11, 20241 min read
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Carrying the weight of the world....
When I write this phrase down, I appreciate that it seems really quite narcissistic. However, I also realise that it stems from...

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Sep 10, 20241 min read
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New ways to start the day
It's been a rough few weeks with morning palpitations, panic attacks and night terror. It's been exhausting operating and trying to...

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Sep 9, 20241 min read
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Spiritual experiences in water
This year I've been thinking a lot about waves, brain waves and beach waves, this, alongside, with having friends who do cold-water...

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Sep 5, 20241 min read
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Grieving for what's lost
This year I've been given the space and time to explore the way I work creatively and reflect upon the experiences that have helped to...

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Aug 30, 20242 min read
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An insight into madness...
As part of my Develop Your Creative Practice funded year, I'm taking a deep dive into mental health, so was drawn to this book that looks...

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Aug 29, 20241 min read
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Afraid to take up too much room...
I've realised that my default response to noisy people and certain situations, is to retreat. To move away. Become invisible and small. I...

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Aug 27, 20241 min read
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Scream dreams
It was 14 years ago when I had my first night terror, it precipitated my later nervous breakdown, and since that time I've had these...

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Aug 13, 20241 min read
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The best decision I've ever made
This is the first page of what would become, to date, an 83-book journey. It was a tentative step made in a blank A4, 92-page sketchbook...

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Aug 2, 20241 min read
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