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Relighting my candle
A few weeks ago, my candle was very dim. I ended up being very poorly and I'm still having to take it easy so I get properly better. But...

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Mar 111 min read
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Opening up a space in my brain
I've known for a while now that my brain feels like an overstuffed shopping bag, bursting at the seams and with a bottom that's...

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Feb 261 min read
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ARTiculate training
At the end of 2024 thanks to some Arts Council funding I trained as an ARTiculate deliverer with the British Association of Art...

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Jan 291 min read
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Back to the start
This is the first time this journal has had a public viewing. But I thought it would be useful to share, as spend a lot of time in...

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Jan 272 min read
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Beacons of light...
I woke up this morning reading the news and feeling a bit like, to misquote Churchill, that the lights are starting to go out. And then I...

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Jan 211 min read
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What the aim is....
Community, connection, creativity, calm Last year I received Arts Council England funding, and one of the outcomes of the work I did was...

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Jan 211 min read
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The Anatomy of Anxiety
Little book of C words. This little leather-bound book is the culmination of a year's work. I came to the realisation that I could let my...

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Jan 141 min read
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Brain collapses
In the run up to Christmas I'd had too many of these brain collapses. They aren't panic attacks, more anxiety attacks. But they are...

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Jan 141 min read
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The waters of birth...
I remember when my own waters broke 12 years ago, just before my son made his middle-of-the-night arrival in the world. It felt like a...

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Dec 9, 20241 min read
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Life needs more commas...
My brain seems to run like a flow of words that never stops for breath. There are no commas, no full stops. It goes on and on. Breathless...

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Nov 29, 20241 min read
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Swimming against the tide...
"The world we believe in becomes the world we live in." Gabor Mate. I have been swimming too long in toxic waters and they have polluted...

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Nov 21, 20241 min read
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Buzzy head...
I can be consumed by a swarm of negative thoughts buzzing around my head. #artandanxiety #mentalhealthjourney #artastherapy

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Nov 18, 20241 min read
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Of bubbles a boundaries
I do find the way therapy and counselling speak to be a bit cringey and overused in places, but as boundaries is a good way to describe...

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Nov 15, 20242 min read
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Looking for patterns...
There are days when I feel lost in a maze of circular thinking, the noise, the patterns, overwhelms. Humans are suppposed to find...

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Nov 12, 20241 min read
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Bouncing bunny brain
My thoughts behav like overeager bunnies tumbling over themselves in their eagerness to get my attention. It's exhausting. #dycp...

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Nov 11, 20241 min read
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My little book of C words...
I've been mulling over an idea for a self-help (for me) book of c words that I can turn to when my anxiety is taking over my brain. This...

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Nov 5, 20241 min read
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I've been thinking about gaps....
This illustration was originally created around themes of attachment and how I fill the perceived gaps and damage in my brain. I had...

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Oct 28, 20241 min read
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A walk down the garden path
As part of my #dycp year I undertook a course with the UAL online learning about book illustration. For my story I created a narrative...

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Oct 24, 20241 min read
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Strandlines
At night the waves of my mind crash upon the strandline, the beach becomes littered with thoughts and endless recriminations #dycp...

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Oct 24, 20241 min read
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A moment in time
I've spent years trying to figure out what went wrong with my mother's relationship with me. Why I never seemed to meet her expectations,...

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Oct 17, 20242 min read
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