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ARTiculate training
At the end of 2024 thanks to some Arts Council funding I trained as an ARTiculate deliverer with the British Association of Art...

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Jan 29, 20251 min read


The Anatomy of Anxiety
Little book of C words. This little leather-bound book is the culmination of a year's work. I came to the realisation that I could let my...

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Jan 14, 20251 min read


The waters of birth...
I remember when my own waters broke 12 years ago, just before my son made his middle-of-the-night arrival in the world. It felt like a...

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Dec 9, 20241 min read


Life needs more commas...
My brain seems to run like a flow of words that never stops for breath. There are no commas, no full stops. It goes on and on. Breathless...

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Nov 29, 20241 min read


Swimming against the tide...
"The world we believe in becomes the world we live in." Gabor Mate. I have been swimming too long in toxic waters and they have polluted...

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Nov 21, 20241 min read


Of bubbles a boundaries
I do find the way therapy and counselling speak to be a bit cringey and overused in places, but as boundaries is a good way to describe...

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Nov 15, 20242 min read


Looking for patterns...
There are days when I feel lost in a maze of circular thinking, the noise, the patterns, overwhelms. Humans are suppposed to find...

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Nov 12, 20241 min read


Bouncing bunny brain
My thoughts behav like overeager bunnies tumbling over themselves in their eagerness to get my attention. It's exhausting. #dycp...

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Nov 11, 20241 min read


My little book of C words...
I've been mulling over an idea for a self-help (for me) book of c words that I can turn to when my anxiety is taking over my brain. This...

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Nov 5, 20241 min read


I've been thinking about gaps....
This illustration was originally created around themes of attachment and how I fill the perceived gaps and damage in my brain. I had...

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Oct 28, 20241 min read


A walk down the garden path
As part of my #dycp year I undertook a course with the UAL online learning about book illustration. For my story I created a narrative...

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Oct 24, 20241 min read


Strandlines
At night the waves of my mind crash upon the strandline, the beach becomes littered with thoughts and endless recriminations #dycp...

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Oct 24, 20241 min read


A moment in time
I've spent years trying to figure out what went wrong with my mother's relationship with me. Why I never seemed to meet her expectations,...

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Oct 17, 20242 min read


Painting out of my comfort zone
As part of my #dycp funded year, I've been looking at ways to expand the way I work, so when I was asked to paint a mural, I rather...

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Oct 10, 20241 min read


Finding sanctuary
I've been putting my learning from this year into practice over the last couple of weeks, and ran two autumn-themed journaling workshops...

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Oct 7, 20241 min read


A medieval treatment?
I spent a lot of my time reading about the history of mental health and listening to lots of podcasts about the same issue, this can get...

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Oct 2, 20241 min read


Finding ways to keep it all out
There are days where I just can't keep 'it' out. The world, that is. The relentless onslaught of the media, noise, the overpowering...

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Sep 30, 20241 min read


Somewhere becoming pain...
I'm feeling pain and sadness at the minute. There are endings to deal with. I don't do well with endings. I can see only the end, and not...

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Sep 25, 20241 min read


Feeling rubbed out
I've always struggled to take my place in the world, to have my voice heard or to take up space. It feels like everytime I feel...

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Sep 20, 20241 min read


The physical effects of anxiety
In those lucky years before my breakdown when I was unaware of anxiety and its impacts, I would have said that it was something that was...

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Sep 19, 20241 min read
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