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Life needs more commas...
My brain seems to run like a flow of words that never stops for breath. There are no commas, no full stops. It goes on and on. Breathless...

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Nov 29, 20241 min read
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Buzzy head...
I can be consumed by a swarm of negative thoughts buzzing around my head. #artandanxiety #mentalhealthjourney #artastherapy

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Nov 18, 20241 min read
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Of bubbles a boundaries
I do find the way therapy and counselling speak to be a bit cringey and overused in places, but as boundaries is a good way to describe...

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Nov 15, 20242 min read
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Bouncing bunny brain
My thoughts behav like overeager bunnies tumbling over themselves in their eagerness to get my attention. It's exhausting. #dycp...

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Nov 11, 20241 min read
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My little book of C words...
I've been mulling over an idea for a self-help (for me) book of c words that I can turn to when my anxiety is taking over my brain. This...

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Nov 5, 20241 min read
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I've been thinking about gaps....
This illustration was originally created around themes of attachment and how I fill the perceived gaps and damage in my brain. I had...

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Oct 28, 20241 min read
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A walk down the garden path
As part of my #dycp year I undertook a course with the UAL online learning about book illustration. For my story I created a narrative...

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Oct 24, 20241 min read
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Strandlines
At night the waves of my mind crash upon the strandline, the beach becomes littered with thoughts and endless recriminations #dycp...

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Oct 24, 20241 min read
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A moment in time
I've spent years trying to figure out what went wrong with my mother's relationship with me. Why I never seemed to meet her expectations,...

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Oct 17, 20242 min read
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Finding sanctuary
I've been putting my learning from this year into practice over the last couple of weeks, and ran two autumn-themed journaling workshops...

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Oct 7, 20241 min read
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A medieval treatment?
I spent a lot of my time reading about the history of mental health and listening to lots of podcasts about the same issue, this can get...

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Oct 2, 20241 min read
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Finding ways to keep it all out
There are days where I just can't keep 'it' out. The world, that is. The relentless onslaught of the media, noise, the overpowering...

thwtbd
Sep 30, 20241 min read
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Somewhere becoming pain...
I'm feeling pain and sadness at the minute. There are endings to deal with. I don't do well with endings. I can see only the end, and not...

thwtbd
Sep 25, 20241 min read
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Feeling rubbed out
I've always struggled to take my place in the world, to have my voice heard or to take up space. It feels like everytime I feel...

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Sep 20, 20241 min read
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The physical effects of anxiety
In those lucky years before my breakdown when I was unaware of anxiety and its impacts, I would have said that it was something that was...

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Sep 19, 20241 min read
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Learning to ride the waves
This cartoon was about how the last few years of life has felt. A constant tsunami of events, job loss, no money, Covid lockdowns,...

thwtbd
Sep 11, 20241 min read
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New ways to start the day
It's been a rough few weeks with morning palpitations, panic attacks and night terror. It's been exhausting operating and trying to...

thwtbd
Sep 9, 20241 min read
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Spiritual experiences in water
This year I've been thinking a lot about waves, brain waves and beach waves, this, alongside, with having friends who do cold-water...

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Sep 5, 20241 min read
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Afraid to take up too much room...
I've realised that my default response to noisy people and certain situations, is to retreat. To move away. Become invisible and small. I...

thwtbd
Aug 27, 20241 min read
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When every day is a grey day
Mornings always seem to be the worst for the grey fog. Wake up. Then as my brain lifts itself from sleep, it then seems to move into a...

thwtbd
Aug 1, 20241 min read
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